21 Weeks

William is 21 weeks old now and nothing has changed. I still can't believe he is real. I just look at him and am amazed that he was really inside my tummy! He is the best little man in the world! It is the best feeling in when he smiles back at us. He still makes me cry on a daily basis (joe too) just by being him.

14 weeks in....

Here we are, 14 weeks into William's little life and I still wake up every morning thinking it was all a dream. 14 weeks in and I am still waiting for someone to come home and thank me for a job well done, to send me on my way and leave the little man there with his family. It's 14 weeks in and it still hasn't sunk in that won't happen. We are 14 weeks in and I've never been so happy, I look at him and a calmness comes over me. He is real, he is here, he is ours.